Today is Mike and I's anniversary! I am so excited. I have a short homeroom today so i can;t write much but i will try to update tonight if I can get on at his house without him seeing :)

Peace

I haven't posted in a few days so i thought i would get on and leave a quick update while i am in homeroom. The last week has been crazy as hell. lots of drama and lots has changed. i don't really want to get into everything right now tho. My mom is coming down on the 22nd for a few days. i'm excited. but stuff has happened and now they might be moving in with us...and grandma got the freaking crazy idea that she wants us to share a room. She must be nuts cuz it's obvious that it won't work out that well. but try telling here thta. after i told her i didn;t see that working out all that well, i thought she'd never stop yelling. tomorrow is the thanksgiving party at WTI. I am going to Mike's tonight to make deviled eggs and cookies to bring. it'll be nice to get out of the house. i hoep sharon is here today..she promised me she would be. i've been worried about ya a lot lately hun. i hope things will get better and i am glad i was able to be there for you when you needed it most. i love ya to death and if anything were to happen to you..... i'm not even going to go there. i have also been trying to get ready for mike's birthday. it;s driving me nuts and i am afraid i won;t have everything done in time! i have also been studying like crazy for my 30 hour exam for WTI.  plus, i've been trying to catch up in all of my other classes at Citrus. anyways, i can;t stay long since it;s a short homeroom today. much love to you all.

-Kylah

Hey people... I'm just sitting here listening to some Atreyu and Stone Temple Pilots and digesting some of this good ass chinese food :) Mike took me to dinner at The Fortuner (no crab rangoon tho today ='[  It was great except for when his mom FLIPPED the fuck out about it... but anyways, today was really good. I was sad about Shell leaving, but at the same time i am happy for her. I wish them the best of luck :)  I am feeling really tired tho and I have had this really bad headache today (i hope it's not that sinus thing again!) so i am going to finish up my work and get to bed early. i'm beat.

peace.

I'm just sitting here in homeroom, thought i might as well get on for a bit. so far this morning has been pretty good =D Plus i got a coke in Coach Bishop's class so of course everything is just that much better. not to mention i am loaded up on sugar! XD

Anyway, guess i'll check in later. I hope everyone else's day is just as wonderful =D

-Kylah

Today has been one of those days. Not really bad, but not great... just kind of there. I guess in some ways it was kind of good. It's been raining here.. and i love the rain. I talked to my mom and finally got some of this shit off my chest. I just wish i could have told her more. but oh well, no use looking back . I have decided to put my front back up, forget my temporary weakness in covering up my internal pain. It's just too much to let everyone else see. i do feel somewhat better today tho.. i tried to make people happier and somewhat succedded, but i feel like i failed my friend Lyndsey. I know something was terribly wrong this morning, and i know she didn't really want to tlak to anyone about it. I know there isn't much i could have done, i just wish i could have made her feel better, cheered her up a bit. tomorrow is Shell's going away party. I wish she wasn;t leaving. i'll miss her. it seems like almost everyone is going to be leaving the class at WTI. just another one of those constant change things. I guess there is no use dwelling on it or dreading it because it is going to happen regardless.

I am somewhat confused as to who i should tell about this Xanga thing. I haven;t really mentioned it to Mike and i don;t really know if i want him to know i have one. i mean don;t get me wrong, i don;t like keeping things from him. but i think i need an outlet where i can get things out without worrying him or him getting offended if i mention something about him or whatever. also of course, the family not knowing is a given.

Anwyay.. now that i think about it today hasn't been so bad. I just hope tomorrow can be good and i hope i get something accomplished that will make me feel better about myself.

By the way, hi Sharon! I figured i would say hi to you seeing as how so far you are one of the only people who reads this since i don't have anyone else added yet. I hope things work out for you and that they get easier on you =/ I hate to see you so sad. But I am grateful for the fun times that we get to have.  Much love.

Anyways, i need to go finish up some things.. maybe i will be back to update this and make it all 'prettyful' later.

-Kylah